Im disabled my 7 yr old son is disabled. I also have a 4 yr old who needs to evaluated. I have 2 wonderful cats. I do not and being told by doctor and SSI that I cant work, not to mention how I feel. I have no money a car that really is on its last tire. Thanksgiving and Santa are right around the corner. Instead of how am I gonna get presents, im trying figure out how to keep a roof over our heads. I cry everyday cause I really dont know how I got here when I had a husband and a teenage son! They dont believe theres anything wrong w me and they dont an wont try to understand my 7 yr old conditions. We have no one left to help not even to babysit. I am trying to hide my pain from the boys but its like a waitress pouriing coffee an cant see that the cup is overflowing onto the table. I'm hurt the deepest ive ever been hurt. I dont want to be rich I just want to have enough money to take care of my family. To take the boys to mc d's on fridays for a reward or to chuckiee cheeses wich my 4 yr old keeps askin for. To get a 99 cent toy from the store for them when they behave there. I cant even think about Christmas presents! some body anybody help! I dont know whatelse to say plus its hard to not get my keyboard soaked. Thx for taking the time to read. Bless us all!
